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5/10/06 10:52 pm

I heard it from a friend
The Revolution never happened
Sigh
A little die
No more a child
Goodbye

No where's the woolen sweater
You mentioned in the letter?
Imply
The other guy
And scandalize the lion

A clean shave in the morning
And a full beard with no warning
Time has gotten by on alibis and wine

Success is so forbidding
But it makes me think I'm winning
Quiet
Dim the lights
Adopt another lifestyle

You look like David Bowie
But you've nothing new to show me
Start another fire
And watch it slowly die

5/10/06 10:05 pm

Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel
I know exactly what goes on

When everything you'll get is
everything that you've wanted, princess
(well which would you prefer)
My finger on the trigger, or
(me face down, down across your floor)
Me face down, down across your floor
(me face down, down across your floor)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
let's go...

Don't bother trying to explain Angel
I know exactly what goes on when you're on and
How about I'm outside of your window
(how about I'm outside of your window)
Watchin him keep the details covered
You're such a sucker (you're such a sucker)
for a sweet talker, yeah

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
(the only thing that I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back)
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I wil never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you donc

5/7/06 10:12 pm

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I'd survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

5/7/06 09:27 pm

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Alex
2. Nicolle
3. Al/Ally

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. potterhead92
2. deadangel115
3. tie_her_down_x (I've matured!)

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1 My... personality?
2 My abilty to make ass-kicking friends
3 I can be emo without the scars!!!!

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My hair. It's retarded. It rides the short bus.
2. My skin. No one has the same color as me and just one drop of oil makes me breakout like crzy.
3. My determination. I focus real hard on the stupid suff (like how many pages there are in each Harry Potter book) and not enough on the important stuff (like chores and usless crap like that)

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1 Trinidadian
2 SCottish
3 British

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Chuckie. (cries)
2. Failure
3. Darkness... YES, I'M AFRAID OF THE EFFIN DARK!

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. At least one harry Potter reference/connection
2. talking to one of my friends
3. food, water, oxygen

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. underwear
2. blue shorts
3. purple tank top

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. fall out boy
2. senses fail
3. taking back sunday, death cab for cutie, and lost prophets (my 3 new obsessions)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. set phasers to stun- taking back sunday
2. brothers on a hotel bed- death cab for ctuie
3. last train home- lost prophets

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. getting a boyfriend
2. learning how to play the guitar (SHIT I FORGOT TO PRACTICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
3. getting all a's

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. someone i can be an ass in front of
2. someone sensitive, but not gay
3. someone who only has eyes for me

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I am obsessed with Harry Potter
2. I am in love
3. I like having Aunt Flo come to visit

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Shaggy hair. Not shoulderlength, but long enought to run my fingers through
2. Strong, but not muscly, or fat.
3. Unique, characteristic, and strong hands.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Sneeze and keep my eyes open
2. Do what I'm supposed to as oppose to being on teh computer
3. Live in Florida

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Harry Potter
2. Computering
3. Talkin to people who understand me

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. take a day off from school tomorrow
2. go to new york
3. stay on the cpmuter forever

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Author
2. Author
3. Writing

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. London
2. Scotland
3. Alaska

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. TanTaneya Williams
2. Sinai Orea
3. Terrell Rush

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. See at least 1 of the 7 Wonders
2. Have sex
3. Get married

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. ?
2. ?
3. ?

5/7/06 05:51 pm

You may tire of me as our December sun is setting
'Cause I'm not who I used to be
No longer easy on the eyes
These wrinkles masterfully disguise
The youthful boy below who turned your way and saw
Something he was not looking for, both a beginning and an end
But now he lives inside someone he does not recognize
When he catches his reflection on accident

On the back of a motor bike
With your arms outstretched trying to take flight
Leaving everything behind
But even at our swiftest speed we couldn't break from the concrete
In the city where we still reside
And I have learned that even landlocked lovers yearn
For the sea like navy men
'Cause now we say goodnight from our own separate sides
Like brothers on a hotel bed [x4]

You may tire of me as our december sun is setting
'Cause I'm not who I used to be

5/7/06 04:32 pm

Today I feel:
Abject, Adrift, Amiss, Astray, Awry, Damned, Defective, Destitute, Disoriented, Disregarded, Empty, Ethereal, Fallacious, Faulty, Flawed, Hopeless, Ignored , Imperfect, Inadequate, Incapable, Incompetent, Inconsequential, Inconspicuous, Ineffective, Inept, Inferior, Insane, Insignificant, Invisible, Isolated, Less, Lost, Maltreated, Masked, Meaningless, Mediocre, Mentally unhealthy, Miscalculated, Mistreated, Misunderstood, Out of place, Out of whack, Paranoid, Persecuted, Petty, Psychotic, Shoddy, Stupid,, Suppressed, Trivial, Unappreciated, Ungraceful, Unimportant, Unloved, Unredeemed, Unsatisfactory, Unsubstantial, Unsuitable, Useless, Veiled, Wandering, Wayward, Worthless, and Wrong.

5/7/06 01:29 pm

I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my souls on the other side.
Oh the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
To sharp to put back together.
To small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.

Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe now...
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe-
I breathe no more.
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